I did not blog last week. Why? I could give you a bunch of lousy excuses trying to make it all sound better but the honest truth is - I did not want to blog last week. I am really struggling mentally the past few weeks. It was not a case of I have nothing to write. It was a case of having nothing that I wanted to share.
So since I am now blogging, does this mean that I have straightened out the mental funk and mess from the past few weeks? Nope, unfortunately I don't think I've made much progress there.
Then why am I blogging? This is one of the million baby steps I promised that I would take this year.
Where am I? Right now I honestly can't focus on the big picture. When I look at the big picture I get too overwhelmed to even move or think.
What am I doing? All I can do right now is the next little step. I am trying to use the tools that I have been given. So far this morning it has looked like a long walk with my fur friend and this blog.
Today I will do what I can and tomorrow I will repeat that.
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